There is nothing I would like better – and nothing that is more impossible. Don’t you see? It won’t stay behind me. It’s not “over” just because I am no longer physically in the presence of my attackers. It is ever present, constantly replaying every “what if” in my mind. Life is different now. I will never be the same as I was before this happened. I don’t know where to fit this horror into the narrative of my life.
Can’t Put Behind
April 27th, 2009 
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